i can feel myself suffering from "medstudentitis", otherwise known as medical student syndrome.

was almost half in depression today despite an easy rotation to a clinic near my house. reason being the sun was shining so brightly and school holidays are beginning for the rest of the world. plus we've gone without a break for so long i can't even remember when was the last time i've had a holiday.

although i pretty much do enjoy this rotation of family medicine, i really really need a break. i need a holiday.

but my depression was semi-lifted by meeting a good friend for dinner! over 2 1/2 hours, we talked, gossiped, whined, and bemoaned the much-hated internal politics that inevitably develops amongst our classmates. and why some people just cannot get along. it makes life tiring for us all.

i hate internal politics! people, please get along and be friends. so i don't have to deal with all your crap. life as the peace-maker (not by choice but because it's my duty as group leader) is AWFUL. have some consideration please